Be With Your Darkness

Be, in the darkness
Be, with your darkness
Let it be
See

Don't be afraid, have no fear
Don't be afraid, for there, indeed, is nothing there

Darkness, the ultimate in nothingness
Let it envelope you, see what comes
See where nothingness takes you
For in the emptiness there is much fullness
For it is in the emptiness that you will find your truth

Be, in the darkness
Be, with your darkness
Let it be
See

There is more to see in your darkness
There is more to be revealed than by light
Light illuminates the surface, darkness has depth

In the darkness there is doubt
We doubt our strength, we lose our trust
Yet there is nothing, just you with yourself

Be, in the darkness
Be, with your darkness
Let it be
See

In the darkness I sometimes find a child
She is afraid, she is crying
In the darkness, she calls out, to be found, to be held

I know this child of my darkness has strength
I know she is wise
I trust her and am thankful for her company

We sit, together, in the darkness
It completely surrounds us
She sees me and says,

Be, in the darkness
Be, with your darkness
Let it be, and
See

...for there is greatness inside you

Say What You Need to Say

"You better know that in the end, it's better to say too much than never to say what you need to say..."



Thank you for your support, John.

Onwards and upwards, I go.

Knowing just how loved and supported we ALL really are...

I Have the Perfect Life...

...yet I fight with myself, sometimes. Want to crawl back into that box. The voices in my head, they sing to me, a false lullaby. They try to entice me back, into the darkness. I must push against the urge and call out to anyone who can hear me because the silence outside the box frightens me. I fear being alone, without direction.

There are faint cheers in the distance and I must trust that they will sing louder and louder and lure me towards them. My truth will make itself clear, once I accept my world outside the box.Once I let go. Let go of how I think things should be.

My mind wanders from place to place, space to space, thought to thought. I am flung in different directions, yet all I claim to want is to be centered. I want to be secure where I am, and curiously looking out to what will be next. I want to be still, yet do not choose stillness. I choose, instead, from fear.

I dost protest I am too quick to criticize my intuition. Too quick to negate the strides I take. I am told, GO FOR IT! Then watch as the Universe co-creates with me.

So I affirm:

I am a strong woman, with a powerful sense of intuitive selection. My gut feelings are true and real and I flow with them easily. I lead. I arrive at the right place, with the right people, at the right time. I am open, joyful, peaceful, successful, respected and wealthy.

I am where I am. I move forward from where I am. I am me. I will delight in being me and uncover the talents that are imbedded in my truth. Only I know myself. Only I do what I do. Only I see the way that I see. My perspective is unique and cannot be replicated.

To the fear in my belly - I feel you! and I will still unlock my passion. I will not allow you to imprison me and keep me from being authentically in this world.

Just Love Me

Love me as I am. Love the freak in me. Love me for who I am. Love the child in me. Love my joy and my pain. Love my smile. Love my shame.

I cry when I am sad. Sometimes, I am not. I cry, sometimes, just because.

Let me be, free. Let me express all that screams inside me. I am a rainbow, a kaleidoscope. I am black and white and shades of grey. I am calm and crazy. I am quiet. I am flaky. I write. I draw. I sing. I dance. I play. I am a toddler some days, and a wise old soul on other days.

I have been here before and yet have no knowing of what the hell I am doing. All is okay though, and all is totally f***ed.

It's all the same and different each day. I know where I am going. Never been there before. Will know exactly when I am home.

So love me as I am. The confusing, organized mess that I am. Love me, the freak in me, and the wise old soul. I have all the answers, yet nothing is known.

Just love me as I am.